#recap2015.

So.. it's 31 December now. 01.15. And rainy.

Less than 24 hours 2016 will come and greet us.

How are you? I'm kinda fine and not bad. Still stuck and suck my college, especially lectures that related with number and count. I don't have a complex problem in my life, maybe because I never thought about something too much but... college always complicated for me. Not college, I mean lectures that has a good relation with number and count. I hate 'em. Too much. I tried to keep them off but I accidentally have to deal with it for the rest of my college life.

Next year-actually next year is tomorrow-I wanna start another new things like loving number and count or write a thriller novel, making a lot of money on my own or whatever that make me a better person or at least a lil' bit better than 2015. No, it's not a bullshit resolution, it's just a little transformation that I wanna have.. I don't know what is that going to be but I'm trying.

So, guys.. How about life? Wkwkwk I mean, how about life you're livin' in now? Is that a life that you want to live? A life that you're not dreamin' about but a life you think you can reach.. Talk to yourself. It's kind of a different thing but same thing as well. What do you want to reach on your next chapter?

Actually, that was what I asked to myself lately. I often talk to myself. At a time like this, I talk to myself through this post. What I really wanna reach in this life? I don't know but I'll try to find it soon. I wish.

And yeah, I hope I can close my 2015 with happiness, this year isn't a bad one but neither the best. But still, thank you so much God, for let me live a life that more than enough. Let me breath well, eat well, laugh well and live well.

Hope you guys can find a life that you want to live, or if you can't find it, just make it and so do I.. Wish the best for all of us!

My Way by Frank Sinatra accidentally played on YouTube. And I just like it....

And now, the end is near; 

And so I face the final curtain.

My friend, I'll say it clear, 

I'll state my case, of which I'm certain.

I've lived a life that's full.

I've traveled each and every highway; 

And more, much more than this, 

I did it my way.

Regrets, I've had a few; 

But then again, too few to mention.

I did what I had to do

And saw it through without exemption.

I planned each charted course; 

Each careful step along the byway, 

And more, much more than this, 

I did it my way.

Yes, there were times, I'm sure you knew

When I bit off more than I could chew.

But through it all, when there was doubt, 

I ate it up and spit it out.

I faced it all and I stood tall; 

And did it my way.

I've loved, I've laughed and cried.

I've had my fill; my share of losing.

And now, as tears subside, 

I find it all so amusing.

To think I did all that; 

And may I say - not in a shy way, 

"Oh no, oh no not me, 

I did it my way".

For what is a man, what has he got?

If not himself, then he has naught.

To say the things he truly feels; 

And not the words of one who kneels.

The record shows I took the blows -

And did it my way! 

Yes, it was my way.

-xoxo